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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
LOL I... rawk? Dad or more like granny wanted us to get the nurses a hamper to thank them for taking care of her... So dad told me to make a DIY hamper: Buy the 'goods' on our own and wrap it up ourselves on a basket that used to be one of the hampers which other people (who visited) gave granny. All for the sake of saving some money. BUT Well as usual... I'm just extremely forgetful, which is why I forgot to buy a transparent wrapping plastic(?) and a thank you card... So... My solution was...   XDD Saran wrap my savior~ ... as for the card.. ahhh who cares we can just say "thank you" to those nurses in person. adios~
Monday, May 25, 2009
Awww... I don't wanna move house! I'm just too comfortable here. Well it HAS been like 15years since I've moved the last time. But then if its for granny's good then I just have no choice. Then again, it's not like we're moving out forever, just for 3 years while this place gets rented out ... omg I don't want anyone destroying my room either!! ... Well it's not confirmed anyways. I'll just see how things go, in the mean time .. I'll be clinging on to every single corner of my room for now. I've been thinking about my future recently.. what am I going to do after poly? The most depressing topic for me ever. I've been taking it way too easy and now it's like... I have NO future. Or am I reduced to having to serve people at some stupid over priced cafe for the rest of my life? If that's the case... I'm going to go kill myself! lol. But ya.. dad was saying if we could learn at least one of granny's secrets (recipes) and open a shop we'd earn a ton of money. Am I supposed to tend to a shop my whole life?... But I guess it does fulfill my wishes to NEVER work in an office huh?
Friday, May 22, 2009
uck... I'm sick... AGAIN... Good excuse to skip work tho xDD Anyways, granny's doing fine now~ Although it'll take her awhile till she can finally be able to walk (that is.. with the help of a walking aid), oh wellz... step by step. But the posibility of granny not being able to use her hands properly.. o-o I'LL REALLY MISS HER FOOD! NUOOOooooOOOOoo... *coughcough* stupid sickness.. hokies dokes.. sayanara~
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I didn't know what to do, neither did I know what to say. All I did was stood there watching her numb body rest on the hospital bed as tears overwhelmed me. Why, why is it I always do this? I never appreciate anything before me. I never showed any care and concern to anyone openly. I hate myself for that. Everyone else knew what encouraging words or words of concern to say to my, MY injured Grandmother, but all I do is cry. SHE has to console me telling me that she'll be alright. I hate myself! Why can't I say anything comforting? To anyone for that matter. Why is it I don't show any form of concern to people? Am I not human? She used to always call me and ask me to visit her more often, or ask why I never come over to visit. Is it a little too late to visit often now? When she was active, I rarely visited her. Now, she's in the hospital with spinal injuries, probably won't be able to move as much as before and here I am regretting how I've been treating her. I'm such a horrible person. I hate myself. But I'll try to change now, for my Achama. Please get well soon, I'll change. Really, I'll treat you better from now on. Please don't give up therapy, Achama. I know you won't give up, it's not in your nature to. I just want to see you walk and stand and be able to hug me again.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Hilarious shit. My mom has a FB account! マジウケル！！ I was trying to find out what was her exact birthday date so I just randomly tried my luck by googling her full name and voila! My own mother's FB appears.. Haaa... my very own joke of the day XDD ヤベー！
Thursday, May 07, 2009
*struggles around on all fours* Food.. pleaseee... give me fooddd... HUNGRYYYY!!! Gawd. I only ate half a meal tdy! O_O I WANT AYAM PENYET! Went to read reny (nice new nick ah? reny~) and prisc ji bei's blogs just now. I want ayam penyet!! Was very much tempted to eat it yesterday. But I just recovered from fever and a very bad sore throat so I couldn't eat. Damn it. Anyways... someone help! Tomorrow is .. oh wait it's today already.. my BTT! and I haven't studied yet I know, I know, steph's gonna fail YET AGAIN. But hey who knows, since it's lucky number 7 I might just get lucky~ XDD *Sigh* Ok! I going to go read through the book right now!
Saturday, May 02, 2009
NEVER WORK ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! It's crazy I tell ya... packed the whole day. I ran around the whole restaurant for 3 hours straight. But then one good thing is that time seemed to past really fast... That's it, the only good thing about having a full house. *sobs* work again tomorrow... or should I say today? Why am I working so much?... Can anyone answer that question for me? XDD toot
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