I'm relieved that today is the last day of lessons, that'll give me space from that dreadful place. But it still doesn't change the fact that all our efforts were just simply flung aside. Fine I'm stupid. Ok. I.AM.STUPID. And I'm not talking about the movie here. I'm stupid for leaving out the most important details, I'm stupid for not listening to the lessons which I have absolutely no interest in, and I'm stupid for even choosing this course.
But honestly, why, why and how is it that the guy up there can be so unfair to us? To me?.. no, to us. We spent a lot of time together to do that fucking project and with little or close to NO knowledge of how we should go about doing it. And we managed to work something out, yea sure it's not a masterpiece or anything but at least we tried hard for the project didn't we?
I don't think I have the will to carry on anymore.
Cut me some slack here please.. I just want to graduate on time and live a normal boring old life.