My dis-interest for my course has finally come to bite me in the arse now. Just a small, almost painless bite though.. My growing dislike for this course is making me skip more lessons (I'm currently skipping one as I type) and disrespect the lecturers, not to mention completely not bothering with whatever projects which are assigned to me. 1 more year left and I don't know if I have the determination to suck it up anymore. And of course the fact that I have a high potential of repeating like 2 modules isn't really helping me boost my endurance here in poly. PLUS the fact that I have no clue what I'll be doing after school ain't helping either. People work hard for something because they look forward to whatever results they would get. While I? I'm doing something without the slightest clue where it'll lead me to.
Life sucks. God please give me a motive for life!
Like that would help.. I'm not even a religious person.