Have you ever pictured yourself in 10 years time and imagined what you'll be doing? I did... and I saw nothing. A blank picture came into my mind, a total blank image. And no I don't see myself getting married in 10 years time either. I see myself going no where at this rate. Being a 20 year old adult now and I still depend on my parents, I lock myself in my room, and I can't be bothered to find work or improve myself in anyway. I blame my horrid lethargy and my bochap attitude for this. I wouldn't say it's too late to change my fate, but I know for sure I'll be doing something that is of no interest to me in the near future. I guess when people become this age, then only will they start thinking about all these thoughts. Why couldn't I realise this earlier, like when I was 16 or 17?