make your own miracles

Some people should really learn to keep their fucking comments to themselves once in a while. Only two hours left before I leave, and I have totally no mood to go anymore. Just because of her damn hurtful comment, I just wanna lock myself in my room for the rest of my life now. I'm serious. Honestly... why doesn't she just lock my in my room forever, seeing as to how she is so disturbed by how I hate to dress up and how I look.

And I'm not talking about my sister here..

Well... adios everyone. See you in like a weeks time.

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

My very very very lousy attempt at making a new blogskin. What-cha-think?

I decided not to put a tagboard anymore.. Cuz I see no use for one, since no one posts anything there. Anyways if you soooo badly need to say something about my entries, you could just leave a comment.

It's still quite hard to read I think... ah well, good luck reading!

Adios~

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

After slightly more then one month, then I got a mini belated b-day celebration from my poly friends HAHA.. thanks guys!

I didn't even spent a single cent! haha and before going I was kinda reluctant to spend my money... Fun night having dinner, slacking and catching up! Plus our major photo taking session. And I have no idea how many sticks I smoked that night... sheesh. Risyah in NAFA's Visual Com, listening to him tell us about what he learned there... haizzzz I also wanna learn, regret regret!! And the fact the I was considering to go there is the one thats frustrating. Now why O why did I chose poly? Because I wasn't thinking right. Oh well, we can only look forward huh, no point looking back at the past regretting.

The day before that, was girls night out~~
Sharon came back from her Japan trip and bought back the Gata's book I requested! alrighttt! woot woot! I shall ask daddy to go get me more whenever he goes to Japan too. But then again, sometimes I feel it's a bad idea. He probably will have a pretty hard time looking for all the stuff mommy wants, let alone mine. And it's Hello! Project we're talking about, if an old indian guy walks to a book shop and asks for some book... uh huh nevermind, I'll just wait till I go there myself. I'll make sure I buy a ton of Yossi goods! hokayy out of the point now..

Anyways girls, outing, lunch, chatting, wandering around town, dinner, photo taking + chit chatting... go home. We hung out at Han's.. for a pretty lonngg time then went off to walk around. ohoh I bought Jigoku Shoujo vol. 5 and another special version! I bought it even when I'm still only at vol. 3, I saw Sals 3 at kino too, but damn 40+ bucks. Nuh uh no way not buying a book for 40 bucks, I'll bet if I buy it from Japan it'll be cheaper. Well, we ate.. whats that place again? Ah heck I'll call it Marche, we ate Marche for dinner. Then went home.

-DONE-

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

I PASSED!

phew.... Thank god!

Seriously, I was actually bracing myself for the worst. I thought I'd be repeating a module or two.

BUT THANK FRIGGIN GOD I PASSED!

ijou~

adios

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Have you ever pictured yourself in 10 years time and imagined what you'll be doing? I did... and I saw nothing. A blank picture came into my mind, a total blank image. And no I don't see myself getting married in 10 years time either. I see myself going no where at this rate. Being a 20 year old adult now and I still depend on my parents, I lock myself in my room, and I can't be bothered to find work or improve myself in anyway. I blame my horrid lethargy and my bochap attitude for this. I wouldn't say it's too late to change my fate, but I know for sure I'll be doing something that is of no interest to me in the near future. I guess when people become this age, then only will they start thinking about all these thoughts. Why couldn't I realise this earlier, like when I was 16 or 17?

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

"Your so boyish I cannot stand it!"

Guess who said that? Ahh no need to guess, I'm gonna say who anyways.

My sister said it. Funny? I found it hilarious, and irritating at the same time. I get a nagging from my mom about it, now I have to listen to someone, who's four years younger, question me about why I like to dress up like a boy? CUZ I WAS SURROUNDED BY BOYS GROWING UP! By the time I got myself associated with girls..... It was too late, I became a girl who was disgusted by the word 'skirt' and 'makeup'. Then she goes on saying she was in the same situation as I was. Like hell she was! She was bullied by boys, that's not the same. I played soccer, basketball, skateboarding, hide and seek, caught insects, etc with the boys. While she, cried after the boys had their fun bullying her. How is that similar?

"How come you don't wear skirts?"
"Just put a bit eye liner la."
"You don't find it fun to dress up meh?"
"Where got girl say troublesome to dress up one?"

Just some of the other things she said to me....

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Friday, September 07, 2007

I didn't buy the damn PSP for her! Why does she keep using it! ARGH. When I don't notice she'll come to my room and use either my laptop of my PSP... damn it. I don't go snooping in her room to use her crap. Well for one she has nothing of my interests, and two half of her belongings were all 'stolen' from me. ass. If I'm in my room she'll come ask, 'can I play your PSP?' thats fine right? But her damn voice just irks me, trying to sound all sweet and kind. We're a pair of screwed up siblings aren't we?...

And my mom's at it again... this time its some english guy who's 21 and can speak very fluent japanese. jeez, when will she ever quit?! I have such an annoying and weird mother.

Anyways... Sharon! Have a safe trip! Make sure you buy back something Yossi related for me~ hehe

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